gottawonder

I've lost my innocence, and that is not really about virginity. I mean that quality that is able to easily trust, give, share without fearing loss or harm.

I've lost the beauty of youth. I'm not horrible looking, but that lovely spring face is gone.

I've given away several shirts, jeans, etc. that were still "favorites" but were never worn anymore.

I've lost a lot of time, wasted in dead end jobs, dead end relationships, and days where I felt too depressed to do anything.

I think I'm beginning to finally lose the desire to please other people if what they want is pushing my own boundaries, or interfering with my needs.